Validating What We Sense

I have been reading some passenger accounts about the Diamond Princess Cruise ship whip is under quarantine in Japan.  10 people have tested positive for the Wuhan virus and a passenger who disembarked a few days ago and has the virus now is the likely person who spread it.  

So the passengers are now quarantined in their cabins and not allowed to leave. It is a 14 day quarantine.  They had about 15 hours without any food on day one. of confinement  as the food from the ship was suspect.  The Japanese government has forebidden smoking of any kind. and those who smoke will have a tough time dealing with nicotine withdrawals.    People who have a balcony can use it but those in an inside cabin are stuck there without fresh air or sunlight.  Doors can not be opened.

After reading these accounts a song popped into my head and I could not get it out. I knew many of the words but looked it up to make sure I  got them all.  

It is such a haunting song.

Yep, it was definitely a message. Those poor passengers.

White Bird     Performed by It's a Beautiful Day

I am bringing up this thread again as it seems timely.

Over the last week, especially the past few days, I have had a sense of heavy anxiety and deep sadness.  This is rather unusual for me and the last few times I have noticed this feeling, some major event took place, most recently the Turkish Earthquake.  So, last night as this wave of sadness hit again, I went within myself and asked if it was related to me personally or something external.  It felt it was not due to something personal and I made a mental note that something  likely would be happening in the world soon.  It was such a deep sense foreboding. 

When I woke up I heard about the Libyan flooding and thought perhaps this was what I was sensing, the despair and grief of over 2,000 deaths and 10,000 missing people. Unfortunately, I sense that this is only part of what I felt.  

So, I reached out to many of the moderators here on Jeanne's site and a few other intuitive people I know, to ask if anyone else had been feeling similarly.

Over 8 people were contacted and EVERY SINGLE ONE felt similarily.  Some  even more intensely than I have been feeling.

OMG! WOW!  WTH? Were my firsts thoughts.

None of us have felt any resolution of these feelings yet either.  We were also glad to know we were not the only ones feeling this way.

I am aware there is a big planetary thing happening though I don't understand much about it.  I am acutely aware of all of the global climate emergency events taking place and likely these issues have something to do with this feeling, yet I believe there is more.

If anyone has anything they would like to contribute on this topic, perhaps you are feeling something similar or perhaps not anything remotely similar, I would love your feedback.  

Tagging a few others here, but would love a response from anyone who reads this.

Thanks!

@lynn @cindy @Bluebell @Lawrence @journeywithme2 @Dannyboy

@Jeanne-Mayell @Deetoo @seaholly @baba 

@lovendures I’m back to school now and that’s kept me focused and away from my intuitive tendencies but I’ve felt it a bit around me - I think we’re going to have some hits and turbulence in the coming weeks.  I don’t get the sense that it’s any one thing - just a bunch.

@lovendures 

I felt overwhelming sadness energy here in NYC on 9-11. Mercury goes stationary on Thursday, direct on Friday. Thoughts and energy are usually heavy when Mercury goes retro and direct. We are universally processing the lessons we are learning and have learned. The good part is that it's over shortly and you'll feel a big release. Sending love.

@lovendures  I did, on Sunday. I couldn't shake it. I felt a great sense of loneliness and unease. Totally out of character for me. But I felt like myself on Monday.

@lovendures, I talked to a friend about a month ago,  telling her the brightness I've felt would come my way once dad passes, I didn't feel any longer. There's just been this general feeling of blah (not severe like gloom & doom). Her reply was there was just a hump I had to/would get over, and then I'd return to seeing the bright future I've seen for years. I've thought that part of it is the passing of my ex. I have no doubt he's very disappointed in himself over the way he handled this lifetime. He had another chance to deal with some of his karma (especially where I'm concerned-I believe this isn't our first life together) & he just repeated previous mistakes. I'll suddenly feel his regret (in the form of rationalization mixed with a drop of realization) and conflict with his living sisters (i e animosity towards me) and thought that might be what's been causing my unease. But I also find myself a little baffled as I check hurricane forecasts. They seem to be turning away from land which surprises me-like I'm expecting a disaster. I'll readily admit I'm not watching or reading any news as I've got enough on my plate dealing with dad's decline & my  youngest's ongoing efforts to deal with his father's passing/estate. So my feelings of natural disaster could be the result of anything happening in the world & I'm not aware since I'm sort of isolating myself right now. 

@lovendures I am glad you brought this up! I have been feeling similar lately as well (waiting for a shoe to drop), though I attributed this to my focus on the start of the school year (since my younger daughter had a rough time earlier this year.) I feel strangely shielded, though, like I am grounded and keeping balance as we move through each day, getting more into our routine, which struck me as different.

I also had a series of uneasy/bad dreams over the weekend (about 3 nights or so), which is unusual for me. It was to the point where I would get up in the morning and think, hmmm, why did I have another intense/weird dream? Again, I thought perhaps it was due to the intensity of my feelings towards my personal situation. 

Like @cindy, I am checking hurricane forecasts and as you mentioned, seeing the news on the Morocco earthquake and terrible flooding in Libya (and Greece), but that doesn't feel like all of it. I think @dannyboy is onto something in that I feel it may just be a series of events or many things upcoming that we are feeling.

I like what @lawrence said about the planetary influences and hopefully we all feel a release by the end of the week. 

@lovendures I have been feeling this way the past week... even had a dream about MTG that had me terribly upset but had to go to work Monday and that blew the details from my brain. She was up to her usual destroy our Democracy antics - then? Good ole Kev announced another impeachment movement amidst the turmoil of shutting down the government over the budget and Tubby Tuberville's obstructions to leadership for our military... and it's all about 🍊💩🦍 's ego and all of them stuck on their rearview mirror views . Last night I dreamt that they just clicked in to place the actions that will bring out the demise of the GQP as we know it ... and feel greatly relieved and happy this am. Had the stray thought ... let them finish and we'll clean up their 💩 easily enough when they have left.

TBS? Would it be ever so much better to be finished with their histrionics and not have to clean up after them? Assuredly... but... unrealistic. We must focus on more important issues while they play out their self implosion and be ready to move forward with a plan for our futures here on this planet while having a clean up crew on standby. 

Also had a dream about Vermont... something happening there... but again ... the morning duties faded the details ... I have got to get another notebook and pen to keep by the bed to write these things down ... ones that do not encourage my cats to push off the bedside table 😂 

I am thankful to feel lighter and less anxious today.

@journeywithme2 Love your visions... and your observations.  Thanks!

@cc21  Waiting for a shoe to drop... yes... only for me it feels like a closet is about to be opened and ALL the shoes are about to fall out. I don't know what "it" is either, but have been very, very uneasy... a revelation of some kind, I think. Perhaps part of "it" is  something about a useless person I call "Fish Lips" also known as TFG.

@freya 😂 I have often thought when he's spewing his vitriol that he resembles a sucker fish!  
I think Glitch McConnell has a part to play in upcoming revelations as well as a big expose on Thomas and Ginni and other players in the game they were playing that are falling out of that closet you see!

Also food for thought is NASA's upcoming Sept 14th report at 10:00am report on UAP

https://spacecoastdaily.com/2023/09/watch-nasa-to-discuss-findings-from-independent-study-of-unidentified-anomalous-phenomena/

@journeywithme2 Oh wow... that crossed my mind, too... wonder though if the report will complete or clear...

@freya I suspect it will be more of the same mealy-mouthed denials they've always done.

Over the past few weeks I too have been anxious and, at times, overwhelmed.  I’ve certainly been feeling the intense collective energy over these past few weeks, but I also know some of it is a personal transition I am going through.  One of the most significant things I’ve been experiencing is exhaustion.  I already have ongoing chronic fatigue from an autoimmune disorder, but this is significant, at a level that I haven’t experienced in a while.  I know the collective energy is greatly contributing to that feeling. 

What I've learned over the years is when that happens, it’s time for me to step back and just be fully present with myself and the silence.  I’m making a conscious effort not to tune in as much to the energy swirling out there (to the extent I am able to do that), spend time away from technology, and give myself plenty of self care. 

I firmly believe that when we nurture and heal ourselves first, our collective healing will follow.

I'm validating this sense as well, along with my husband.  We both have been waking up at 3am.  I look around my bedroom and ask the spirits, "What is it that you want me to know?" Maybe it's the hurricane(s) off the east coast.  Something about them makes me feel uneasy.

I can't say I'm feeling any of what all of y'all are sensing, but then, I can't say I'm feeling much of anything at the moment. I'm pretty heavily medicated to keep pain under control, so I'm foggy as all hell most of the time and wouldn't know if I was feeling anything spiritually or psychically if someone sat me down and laid it out for me on paper, so I'm just going to let my fingers connect directly to my brain/higher self/spirit and see what comes out. Your mileage may vary. 🤣

I strongly suspect that the universe has put me in this position physically to keep me from losing it mentally. I'm forced to remain present in the here and now instead of constantly overthinking myself into a frenzy about what may or may not be coming. The overwhelming sense that I've been "allowed" to get of late is that everything we're seeing in US politics & gov't, world affairs, etc is just performative BS and everything is going to be perfectly fine, so stop thinking/worrying about it. That might be a bit Pollyanna-ish, but it's seriously the only thing that comes to mind when I see all the crap that the R's are getting up to. This is their last stand, their final battle, and they know they're losing/going to lose badly, so they're just throwing up every roadblock they can to try to stave off the inevitable.

As for climate change/disasters, again what I'm being allowed to see/feel is that these are all part of the normal/"natural" progression of things into the next phase of human existence. Yes, there will be death and destruction, yes, it will be sad and in some cases difficult to process, but it is necessary for us to experience all of this in order to progress as a species and as spiritual beings to the next phase of growth. Do I like it? No, I do not. Do I want it? I'm not going to lie; no, I do not. Am I going to have to live with it and adapt? Yes, yes, I am, as are we all.

I came here to experience the beginnings of the transition, to see how things went as humanity and the soul collective began to change and grow up from the childish entities that we are/were into a slightly more aware and connected species and soul-mind. Honestly, I've felt for some time that we are all just spiritual toddlers, and these events, these changes will be the point at which Gen-Z leads us as a collective and spiritual species to become the equivalent of elementary school-level pre-teens, nowhere near the mature beings that we will eventually become - and that we like to pretend we already are - but it's progress. 

I've also felt for a long time that this is my sort of "swan song" in a sense. It has been our job as Gen-X to be the bridge between Boomers and Millennials/Gen-Z, and we've done that. We'll finsish this political battle, but then it will be time for us to let go and move on. By my own soul choice, I will likely not be around for the majority of the most dramatic changes because frankly, I'm not mature enough yet spiritually to deal with them, and I'm far too old and set in my ways emotionally, mentally and physically to be able to even begin to assimilate what's coming completely.

That may all have been the drugs talking, but "In Vino, Veritas" as the saying goes. ;-)

As an addendum, I wonder if some of the sadness and melancholy that people are sensing is simply the sadness that things are changing from what we knew, what was familiar, to something that is unprecedented in our experience, as well as a tinge of regret that we perhaps took things for granted and didn't enjoy what we had for as long as we had it. Now we face sweeping changes, some of which will be good and freeing, and others that will seem not so good and more restrictive. Ultimately, it's all good, of course, because it leads us to that eventual spiritual growth and maturity, that more connected way of living that we have been seemingly avoiding for so long.

@tgraf66 All you've written here is sublimely clear, beautiful, and logically optimistic.  I am blessed to have read it, and will be quoting you at every opportunity.  Thank you!  I feel that your pain will soon ease.